so you know... rly

when you realize that nothing will happen in the way you expected... when you cannot control anything, when everything just goes on its way and screws up everything in your life.

oh yeah, that hurts bad, rly bad.

do not know what to do, how to react, what to say. just wanna grab somebody i love for a hug. for a big hug. big-big hug. fuck that fucking human nature, our helpless and unpredictable nature.

kinda tired of this circle. kinda wanna end that.

ye knau what ai min.