12/31/2007

sexylepsy

i hope you're feeling happy now
i see you feel no pain at all it seems
i wonder what you're doin' now
i wonder if you think of me at all
just because you feel good
still want you here tonight
does laughter still discover you
i see through all the smiles
that look so right
do you still have the same friends now
to smoke away your problems and your life
oh how do you remeber me
the one that made you laugh until you cried

az evvegek mindig a legerdekesebbet tartogatjak szamodra. igy volt ez iden is.

everyday hurts a little more

12/03/2007

haid.ur.smail

reading that essay outline was equal with an extremely spectacular suffering. eventually, i'm done with that but i can hardly say that i'm satisfied with the result.
(these ambulance cars never stop... they are doing that now, they did it before i went to sleep... they're definitely not through.)
smelling the rain in the morning is as unique as last friday - the whole day - was. or it was more, much more. all of my senses got the best and my heart was filled with ... life? right now, i'm jealous of my friday-self.
never know what's gonna happen.